(Source: nycveganfitness, via skinnyalwayslittle)
Starve.
WHY CANT I JUST FUCKING STARVE??
Back from camp.
Ate a lot.
Feel pretty shit.
Got to get this under control.
I have to make a plan.
Oopsies, missed a few days. Too busy. Ah well.
Life goes on.
Eating quite a bit. Quite a bit a lot actually.
BUT
Band camp starting tomorrow; no parents nagging about food; eat as little as possible.
So probably wont post for a couple of days but I have to keep motivated.
Pretty shit day.
Ate quite a bit tonight but only a little during the day.
Feeling better.
Periods suck.
Good during the day.
But binged quite crazily at night.
Lost a lot of hope.
But it’s going to be a new day.
I have to make this happen.
My stomach is rumbling.
And it such a good feeling.
I haven’t felt like this in quite sometime and this just reminds me I actually love fasting.
I used my flask today!
Not only did I not eat anything but the coffee totally wakes me up during the day and I pay so much more attention in class! I didn’t even feel like going asleep in history like I always do.
So amazing.
idreamofwatermelons Asked:
Thanks for the follow, I have followed you back - your blog is lovely <3
Sure thing! I love your blog too, I swear I spent a good half an hour on it last night aha. You’re such an inspiration. xx
I’m thinking a daily blog will at least keep me mildly on track with my goals constantly in mind.
So today was great!
Friendships are a bit iffy at the moment but getting better and today was definitely a good day.
And I got a thermos! fingers crossed it doesn’t leak.
So instead of food for lunch; hot drinks! Perfect for winter! Super pumped.
absolute dream body
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